AHhh last week!

I can't believe its my last week here in San Marcos... it has flown by so fast! And this week is going to be so stressful! Exams... ah what would we do without them! Well so I must say last night was simply amazing... I went to a Phil Vassar concert in Dallas... oh it was great.. did I mention it was only 10$... yes only that much! I was sooo impressed! Now I must go study for my upcoming exams... English.. thank you Mr. H., History.. thats a killer, and Math.. woo hoo! What a glorious Sunday this will be!!! I just can't wait oh I just can't wait!!!!!

Almost here!!

Soooo next week is Thanksgiving! Wow time has flown by and I can't believe we only have 3 weeks of school left...and that means total stress time for me.
1. Grades
2. Transfer stuff
3. Moving all of my crap
4. Signing into my new school and dealing with all of there admissions
5. New parking hassles
6. Studying more than I can sleep or eat.

now that I have listed all of these hassles that come with an ending semester.. let me tell you why. Grades, well its the same for everyone... you always want you grade higher and I tend to stress and procrastinate about everything and anything. So getting my grades where I want them to will be a whirlwind for me. All the transfer stuff and moving all of my crap... wow.. thats going to be a challenge and paper work can be a pain. I can't wait till all of that is over with. Four and five pretty much go along with two and three. Then number six...thats going to be the killer for me, studying until I drop for finals. I tend to stress out so much and freak out about tests... and these are college tests determine my grade and GPA ... oh gosh.. Im already stressing myself out by even writing about it.

Okay new subject... Thanksgiving.. a week away and all that food .. Im sure Im going to gain the "Freshman Fifteen" all in one day. I've done so well not to gain it and ... it's all going to go to crap when this day comes around. Wow. Crazy. ... how time flies!

Halloween!

Oh it's finally the weekend and Im going home! YAY! Im so excited because I get to see all of my friends and we are dressing up for Halloween and having a party on Saturday.. so much fun! Im so ready for this weekend.. this week went by really fast but then again really slow.. its crazy. And I can't believe that October is almost over, it seems like just last week it was the first week in October... CRAZY how time flies! So tomorrow I also get to go out to eat with my Mammy. (grandmother) for her birthday at this really nice place thats actually out in the boondocks ... haha! But thats exciting because I get to see my amazing family!!! Oh I hope this weekend rocks.. Im just a little nervous because the "ex" said he wants to see me.. we will see how that will go. Hmm.. life is so crazy its unbelieveable! But its fabulous and it should never be wasted!!!!!!!!

Pop UPs

So the most annoying thing in the world is one of the hardest things to get rid of. Pop-ups. How in the heck are you suppose to get rid of them? Don't as me.. I can't seem to figure that one out. They are everywhere! They won't go away and it drives me crazy!! I have 20 million ofthem one day and zero the next. They are like little nats that you can't get rid of in the summer time.. oh man the summer time... boy do I miss those days.!

things left un- said

Okay so.. heres my mixed opinions about things being left un-said. Well first off anything left un said will come out in the open eventually... no matter how long it takes, thats just a proven fact. But what if you have held back your feelings for this one person for so long and hid them because you were afraid to get hurt... and all the sudden he is leaving.. do you tell him or leave those feelings down in your heart forever so you won't screw up any kind of relationship that you have? Its a risk that everyone has to think about before taking.. am I willing to take it? Right now, hell no. I won't even go there to think about feelings or even push that subject because thats somthing thats untouchable. But some people are different ... they feel if you don't say what you feel, you could lose your chance forever.. and this is true. Then what if I do lose the chance forever and then the feeling of guilt and pain will stay with me forever... wow. Leaving things un-said could be a good thing that ends up bad or be a bad thing that ends up good. Its a lose, lose situation that ends up good... I guess as usual only time will tell.

Home

Okay so I figure I only have about a month till i go home and Im soooo ready! I miss home so much and it's going to be crazy this next month with everything I have to do! But I think that the choices that I make for the next month down here will be without no regrets! Im just so excited!!!

Sooo Fasssssst

So This semester has gone by really fast! October is almost over with and then we only have a month left... it's hard to believe how fast the year is already over and done with! But I can't wait! Here are my reasons:
1. CHRISTMAS!! oh the joy of Christmas... the lights, the pictures, the presents, the cold, the fooooood, the churches, the fake snow, and New Years Eve.... ah I love it all!

2. Thanksgiving... only one reason why I love Thanksgiving .. because of the wonderful food that seems to always come around this holiday... oh gosh Im making myself hungry talking about it!

3. Im moving home... Oh.. the joy in making myself happy is finally coming true.

4. A start of a new year and a new begining... I can start fresh and start all over if I want to!

Ahh A new year is almost here and I can't wait!!!!!!!